Sunday, April 5, 2009

Blah, Blah and 2 Awards

**No freebie today, so if that's why you are here,
check back soon**

Yikes, it's been awhile! I just haven't been in the
mood to blog, got too many things going on at the
moment! I don't know why I stress so much, I should
just let things fall where they fall, but I got myself so
worked up that my mouth is soo tense, yeah you heard
me right, my mouth, I don't know why, but when I get
stressed out it seems to attack some part of my body,
this time is me jaw! Go figure! So you might be asking
yourself what is she sooo stressed about??? Ok, I tell
ya, but its gonna be the short version....lol
This girl at work is leaving, which would give me a shot
of working full time, I didn't know if I should take it or
not and even if it would be offered to me. I have done
some of her work before, but not all of it. I like her job for
the most part, but there is one part that is just not up
my alley. And it's a very important part. As a medical
receptionist, one part of the job requires me to go back
into the room with the doctor, since he is a male doctor,
if a patient is female someone has to be in the room with
him.. stupid, I know, but it cuts down on the legal malpractice
suits, I guess. Which I don't mind doing that, except for when
he want to do a procedure, or someone is in pain do to a
surgery. Last week I witnessed so many things, and I just don't
know if I can handle that part. So this is where the dilemma comes
in. Well, the girl left last Thursday, so it's a wait and see if
the doctor is going to ask me, and if he does, what do I do???
In the mean time, I am racking me brain trying to make the
right decision, and heck maybe I won't even be asked.... I
try not to think about it, but that is really hard. I am also unsure
if I want to work full time again. Yeah, the money would be great,
but I haven't had to work in 20 years and I am kinda used to the
life style as it is, doing what I want to do, when I want to, KWIM?
Working part time is great, even if it's one day a week. But to
do it everyday, plus take care of everything else, is what's gonna
drive me crazyyyy, I know a million people do it everyday and
what makes me so special that I shouldn't do it too.... and I
can't answer that...at least for now. Hopefully I will know more
next week, but as for now, that's what has been making me
crazy and now I must let the chips fall where they may.
Try telling that to my jaw!!! LOL. Ok, enough about my personal
life onto to something much livelier! LOL

I have been giving 2 awards, how cool is that!! And today I am
going to deal with those. The first one is from Kim's sister Gaye.
Man, does she do some awesome designing!!! I thank you soooo
much Gaye!!!




The rules to this one:
Pass it on to 10 other deserving bloggers.
Link back to the blogger who gave you the award.
Link to the bloggers you passed it on to, and leave them
a message on their blog.

The second one is from Renee, Thanks sweetie! You should
stop by her new blog, gosh, it's soooo purtyyyyyyy! And the rules
for this one:
Display the image of the stamp "Look How Cool Blog" you just won!



Post the blog link you provided.
Indicate your choice of 10 blogs.
Let them know.
Post the rules.
Check if the blogs post the prize and followed the rule

I am gonna kill two birds with one stone...the 10 peeps I pick
get both awards!!!! LOL and if you have already recieved this
award, too bad...you got it again!!! LOL Ok, here it goes. in no
particular order:

1. Eileen
2. Mel
3. Kim
4. Paula
5. Josephineeeee
6. Jazz
7. xashee
8. Vikki
9. Sharon
10. Juno

Now I must go blog hoppin and let all these wonderful peeps
know!

Have a great Sunday peeps and I will let ya all know what happens
this coming week.... for now I am going to do layouts and start on
KimB's Color Challenge, that should keep me busy for a few days! LOL
Take Care and stay safe!!

Chow for Now!


PS... to the lady who asked me how I made those bunnies.. I just used
a paint brush in Photoshop, I can't explain how I did that, I just did it!
Sorry I can't help any further!

10 comments:

xashee's corner said...

BEST of luck on your decision at work! :) Thank you soooooo very much for sharing these FUN awards!! i am soo honored! :) Have an AWESOME day!

LouCeeCreations said...

Hello, my darlin' not come for a freebie, I have come to give you some love... stress gets my tongue! it tingles right on the tip when I have too much to do, which these days, seem to be most of the time. hey your jaw and my tongue... haahaahaa! and it still can't shut us up lol!
Nothing beats working part time in my book, gives you more time for the fun things in life, I am self-employed and at the mo, i can pick and choose my hours to suit me, but if the recession that we are in right now turns into depression then I might just have to work harder, the reason being my hubby will get hit before me and he brings home the bacon.. I just add the ketchup lol!
anyway, hope you are able to decide without causing you too much worry.. hugs to ya hun!

Judy said...

Don't stress too much, once you have to make a decision I am sure you will make the correct one.
Try and have a stress free week!!!!

eilajean said...

Stress KILLS - so knock it off. I would not think less of you if you did not take the position, as I am the same... can't handle anyone being in pain. Your children is different... but after that, not so much. Stay in your comfort zone.

Thank you for the awards... I will have to deal with those later. I have to go post the pages I made, and I thin that is all my brain can handle. LOL.

Ciao girlie

relax!

eila

todays security word is clebask - sounds like relax to me!!!

Melanie said...

Wow! TWO awards? Thanks so much! Renee gave me the loyal and trustworthy one last week but I haven't had a chance to do it yet. Now I'm glad I didn't as I can do what you did and hand them both out together! LOL!

And don't stress about it. What will be, will be. If you are meant to take it, they will ask you! If not, you get to stay home on your lazy bee-hind for another 20 years. LOL!(Boy, I could use a vacation.)

GSCreations said...

Hi Crops!! You'll know in your heart what is right for you, the important thing to remember is what is best for you and your family at the end of the day. You'll work it out between the head and the heart and come to the correct decision, allow the thoughts to come but dont stress over it. Hope you get some peace inbetween. Huge Hugs from me

Josephineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee said...

Hiya Numphy!!

I haven't been ignoring you you silly ass....I just have an unexpected surge of mojo that is causing me to bury my head in Photoshop for the last 2 weeks straight! LOL. Got a whack of freebies made and 2 kits so it all works out in the end...

Thank you for thinking of me for the awards! You made my day!!!

Gaye is right though...in the end , you make the decision that is best for you and your family...I would really hate to see a miserable Numphy....

xoxoxox
Love you scads and gobs always,
Josephineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

makeyesup said...

Ok, calm down and list pros and cons. It usually works when indecision sets in. Hope you do what is best for you as a person and not for any other reason. Don't let stress get you, it's a killer and can play havoc with you in so many ways. Take care and think positively for the good for yourself. Congrats on the awards, you deserve them.

Beth Long said...

Are you sure your jaw isn't hurting cause you've been 'lip-locking' with some hunk too much??? Hee hee hee... (it's more fun if you tell it THAT way eh??? LOL!) No really... I'm so sorry that you've had to deal with the icky stress lately... no fun. You should definitely go with what works best in the long run for your own 'personal stress' levels etc.... (easy for ME to say right?) ;-) And I would have a HARD TIME watching all of that stuff too.... I could NEVER work in the medical field at ALL! (I'm a big whimp!) Well... here's a {{{HUG}}} for ya.... sending some 'stress free' vibes in your direction!

jazzy said...

wow girl no wonder you are in a tiz..you even have my head spinning..lol anyway good luck on the job decision..that one of the signs of GETTING OLD can't decide thanks for sharing your awards with me..hugs Jazzy